My problem is that i am unable to work right now.I have 2 kids by the same dad and he dont aknowledge them wats so eva,he is a dad beat dad`.My lights is going to be off tomorrow 11-17-09 .i dont know wat to do sometimes life is not worth livin and i am really gettin tired.NO income waitin to hear from my disiability its been 2 yrs now.Dont have no help from my family members i am tellin you if hell is worst then my life now boy o boy .son 7 daughter 5 .everytime i try 2 go a lil forward i always makin a couple of steps backwards.I always pray been doin it so i gave up cause my prayin is in vein.i live in a small town where their is no public transportation i dont have a vehicle so i always have to catch a ride and pay someone .sometimes i dont go shoppin cause of lack of transportation my kids and i have to make do with the lil we have.sometimes the only thing i do is cry all day just to think about my life how it is .So i have came to a point sometimes i feel like endin my life but i love my kids and dont wanna leave them.they wanna do stuff and i cant provide for them.its misable livin like this!!!!
